Hello....hvnt updated in a LONG while lol

hmmm lets see....whts new....

WELL FREBRUARY SUCKS...lets js start with tht lol

so far iv bin grounded 3 times!!!! this month...ooof...

first time was cz i got a tattoo dn...mum flipped wen she saw it.... : ma dad ddnt mind.... second time was cuz i sneaked Coxy into the house wen ma mum was out, wen i was grounded....bt ma mum came bak early....and third time cuz i skipd colege...and me anthony  n racheal...came bk 2 mine...n then ma mum came bak early AGAIN.....n caught me....WTF  oooof nt th best of luk eh???

i dnt think so....anyway, Jen is grounded too....for drinkin 2 much n passin out....

gah so ye...this month has sucked ass...BAD.....cnt wait 4 it 2 end.....oh n next month...pasrents evenin...boy am i gna get in trouble then...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

bad bad bad bad

thats ma tattoo...luff it <3

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Becca <3

Photos from nights out this month

 Keishy n me

 Pauly n me

 Me LeeAnn n Keishy

 Me n LeeAnn

 LeeAnn Keishy n Me

 Me n Jen

 LeeAnn Me Keishy n Jen

 Jen n Paul

 LeeAnn n Me

 Tow n Me

 Me

 Me n Pauly

 Me n Jen

 Me n Pauly

 Jen n Pauly

 Me Jen n Pauly

 Anth n Me

  Anth n Me

hehe they wer gd night out .... had a gd laff....had a few 2 drink

I'm not depressed ... I just hate everything about me
I'm not a horrible person ... I just let everyone down
I'm not an outcast ... Everyone just hates me
I'm not an alien ... I just don’t belong in this world
I'm not in love ...I'm just constantly thinking of you
I have a life ... I just dont do anything with it
I'm not a mistake ... I'm just not supposed to be here
I'm not addicted ... I just have to have it
I'm not a sinner ... I just cant do anything right
I'm not crying ... My eyes are just full of tears
I'm not living ... I just keep breathing
I'm not stupid ... I just don’t get it
I'm not weird ... I'm just different
I'm not a punk ... I just act like myself
I'm not a fuck up ... I just make mistakes
I'm not beautiful ... Its only skin deep
I'm not emotional ... I just have a lot of feelings
I'm not immature ... I'm just growing up
I'm not laughing ... I need to smile first
m not perfect ... I don’t want to be
I'm not ignoring ... I just choose not to listen
I'm not impatient ... I just don’t like to wait
I'm not happy ... I do have sparks of joy
I'm not tough ... I just don’t take shit
I'm not clingy ... I just wanna be held
I'm not opinionated ... I just voice what I think
I'm not questioning ... I just have my doubts
I'm not hiding ... I just want to disappear

Luff..Becca <3

hello, i kno this is a bit of a late entry but itll hv 2 do lol....

its mainly gna b picz..lets c how many i cn b bothered to upload...

ok...Friday...was emmas bday party...was great fun, got hammered, n then I had 2 go home cz ma mum was bein a cow lol....emma was hammered frm the begginin till the very end...

 the bday gal

 K-le..nt v clear sowy

me n th jellybaby

pixie n me

told ya she was drunk

 hannah writey

 jellybaby n ema

me n tow

 me, kew n hannah writey

 kew n hannah writey

 and again

 im an angel...u beta strt believin it

 wen i decided 2 hv a boob job

 dnt b duscustin ppl...its js squirty cream

 and again

 i dnt think n e 1 touched th breadsticks afta tht

 new use for twister mat = 4  passing out on

 writey n me

 no comment

 aawzzz writey

 pixie et moi

 y is jellybaby so sad?

 th pixie

hello!

what i basically js found out, literally 2 mins ago, is tht ppl actually visit ma journal.....apparently i hv about 15 visitors every day...and then thers me thinkin tht NO1 visits this site apart frm lik a frend or 2 every month, wen they get bored n r like...ye lets c wht shes bin up 2....lol..anyway...WHY DONT YOU PEOPLE LEAVE MESSAGES! lol... WHY!?....

anyway lol... ive had a fun weekend...n a gd nuff week

monday wz kwl, tuesday was awsm, wed was koool...thursday was awsm too...friday, we had th day off at colege, so me,jen,leeann,keishy,emma green and hannah went to twn, to colege (for our personal assesments...i did SO BAD)...n thn 2 pure..

wer emma n hannah left us...lol..then we went ice skatin, i ddnt go, cz i cdnt aford it n i wasnt really in th mood too, n keishy sat out too 2 keep me company...was gooood fun had a gd laff

then i went rnd jens, slept rnd...had a gr8 time, lol i get so spoiled rnd jens hehe...

then on sat, we went shoppin agen, n leeann n keishy came out too.. n jen n leeann went ice skatin agen...while me n keishy attempted 2 shop...wen all th shops wer closin lol...nt v easy... was a laff tho

then me n keishy went 2 get jen n leeann, n jen n keishy came rnd mine we watched a couple of films...such as, bruce almighty n tomb raider 2 ,lol.....hehe was so much fun   then they slept rnd..

both had 2 leav early this mornin...so like afta ma bros came bk frm ma aunties i went bk 2 bed...lol...

here r sm fotos...woo..

keishy n jen, santas lil helpers..

waw they dnt luk drunk at all

 that idiot wd b me lol

 me bitin his hed, while he is thinkin WTF

 and then i wonder y ppl wnt believe me wen i say im nt crazy...

 note to th dirty minded - NOTHING rude is going on in this pic!

 aaww

 jellybaby n me

 keishy,jen me

 and agen

 i decided 2 hv a nap

 bt keishy woke me up

Annnnnnnd dats all

lol

till next time i cn b bothered 2 write n crap x x x x

luff yaz all...AND LEAVE MESAGES 4 GOODNESS  SAKES!!!!!

Much LUFF <3 becca

hey ya, howz every1?am ok...tired..as usual...bt gd....

iv had a gd enuff week, i forgot to do like half my hmwks, so i had to rush and do them at lunchtimes, breaks n frees lol...i seriously need 2 get ma head looked at, i forget most things these days...

i went out on thursday, Christina came out with us for th first time...we went to Pure (bar type thing), bt we turned up and there was a mini buffet n stuff, so we js got weirded out and left, js went in to use the bathroom...hehe...so we turned up to Ku club early...which is always bad, cz its usually quite empty b4 9..or even 10...so we got there, got IDd...n we ddnt hv any ID on usm bt they settled for our bdays n th fact tht christina is from mexidco...lol... was like 5 ppl in the entire place lol...

how bad is tht? we decided to sit outside the upstairs room on the stairs, and like most of the ppl decided to do tht too...the people tht wrkd there wer still taking drinks upstairs n stuff, so ye, they kept trying to get passed us n we had to move...i got asked to get up and open the door fo this guy a couple of times cz he had alot of crates..got quite annoyed by the 4th time..plus everytime i stood up i bet ppl cd c up ma skirt...which is bad...

later on we decided to go inside since more people had turned up...we had a few drinks, got bit drunk...had a gd night in all plus i ddnt hv a hangova th next day...which is always good ... and i ddnt smoke...go me

Friday i was too tired to do anything, and saturday a group of us (jen,me,ema,lee'ann and keishy) went to newcastle to do some xmas shopping...good day

2day i took ma bros to the cinema to watch Narnia...they r such a pain in th ass...GAH damn kids... Lee'Ann came wit er mate, so ye wernt all tht bad ... movie was good.... am so tired now lol... and i SO dont wana go to colege 2moz...cannot b arsed...at all.... lol .....

yum how nice

Luff uuuuuz.....Bexy <3 MWAH